This post is going to be unlocked, in hopes that more people would see it. I realize that this is probably asking a lot to help him out, since some of you may not have even heard of him. At the very least, could you pass this information onto your friends?

This post was taken from Tamran's myspace, with her permission to repost. And I do apologize right now for you seeing it a few places, because I will be cross posting it.

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I'm setting this up to help out a dear friend. Kirby Mack, better known to the wrestling world as Krazy K recently suffered a serious injury while in the ring. In short, he punctured his lung which caused a 20% collapse.

After visiting the doctor, he's been given two options, one being to stop wrestling and the other being surgery. Obviously the first option simply cannot happen and this is where YOU come in. We all know that wrestlers do not have health insurance and that all medical procedures are very expensive. If all of us can make a donation of any amount, we can help Kirby come up with the funds to get his surgey and get back into the ring.

Kirby is one the most talented, young wrestlers out there. He's got a great future ahead of him and I don't want to see him unable to get back in the ring because of this injury, so I'm hoping you will help. Any donation, no matter how large or small, will be a HUGE help. As a fan and friend of Kirby's, I'm setting this up so that he can continue to do what he loves in life and that's wrestle. Its his passion and I want him to be able to continue doing it for many, many years!

Please send PayPal donations to: kayfabe@krazy-k.com

If you'd prefer to make donations via snail mail, you can do so at:

Kirby Mack
150 Overcreek Rd
Chesnee SC 29323

[PLEASE NOTE: This is NOT Kirby's home address. This is the address of a friend who is also helping out]

Thank you in advance for your help. It is truly appreciated.

-Tiffany Castagna of Insideaway.net (aka THE Belt Girl)
-Tamran Thigpun of MMH.com & JNH.com

http://insideaway.net/kirby.html

If your a fan of Chris Jericho, and enjoy making icons. Please go join cj_stillness, and participate in the latest challenge. :) Right now, there's like six entries. So, the mod extended last week's contest for an addition week. You'll have until June 11th to complete 1 to 3 icons of the pictures posted.

Look forward to seeing a few new faces there. :)

It's bad when you wake up far earlier then need be; begin the process of getting ready for work. Only to find out that today is one of the day's your off.

Yeah, today's already starting off on a bad foot.

edit. The water's been turned off yet again for another freaking pipe burst. Surprise, surprise.

Lately, I've been spending a lot of time just away from the computer. Can't honestly even say when the last time I spent more then two hours just sitting in front of it. Whether Rp'ing, or just BS'ing with someone. For, it has to have been at least three week's since I've last had a gaming session.

It's an odd feeling; one that a big part of me is enjoying.

Though, that feeling could also be credited to the very fact that I started watching the Angel series a few week's ago. (Best Buy had a sale where the seasons were only 20.00 a piece, around New Years. I already had 1&2, couldn't let 3-5 get passed up.) Heh, I'm addicted. Just started the third season tonight, actually.

Anyways. To get to the actual point to this post, I just wanted to mention that I've gotten a new personal GJ. It's Faceless_Enigma. (Yes, much like my gmail.) Add me if you'd like, I've yet to update it, hopefully that though will come this weekend.

Oh, and I'm still looking for book's in the following series.

Swept Away - By Eileen Goudge
A-Team - By Charles Heath (Yes, this is another one of my 'obsessions'. Right now I've got books 1-4.)

scarlet_braids, hope all is well hon. I miss you. :\

And, yes. This is still my favorite icon.

I was going to hold off on this, but... I'm not to sure how busy the coming week's shall bring me.

So, if anyone's interested in a Christmas Card from me, please leave your address below. :) All comments shall be screened.

And, on a RP'ing note I'm still looking to do a Hunter/Shawn and/or JHardy/Jericho pairing somewhere.. if anyone's interested.. Please comment, or IM me. (This of course would be for a LJ game)

Cross posted onto my gamers journal on GJ.

This is an odd request, but considering I can't seem to find them anywhere else, I thought I'd give it a shot through here.

I'm looking for a certain series of books that I used to read when I was younger. They were called... "Swept Away". It could be written under a few authors, the main one however being Eileen Goudge.

If you have any of these, and would be willing to sell.. please contact me at DJSBorden@aol.com.

Darn things are getting harder and harder to track down.

This, all happened within the last half hour of my shift.

We were conned out of nearly 200.00. Because management couldn't understand that a refund couldn't be done if a person has a bad check within the store. Nor would they take my word about it. *shrugs* I've only worked within a bank for over five years, not to mention I to was once a manager in said store. But, no one wanted to listen to me.

Not only that; but our store was attacked by a half dozen firemen. Apparently someone called the station and said that our TMA had an oversized gas can in their tire cage, looking as though it'll probably explode at any moment. Kinda funny how I was just in that cage a few hours prior with a couple of the guys.. and we never seen any gas can. Nor was there one when the firemen decided to visit us. (Have I mentioned yet that I'm now, officially working in a Tire department? It's a lot of work, but management usually tends to keep away from that section.. which makes my life a lot easier.)

And finally, on my way out the door .. I was treated to a bit more information on our Con-Man of the night. Apparently he's been sited by our Loss Prevention associates. Where all of management and the cash office associates, have been warned to never refund anything this man brings in. They, apparently know all about him.. and his 7 bounced checks. Despite that, they still gave him nearly 200.00 in cash tonight.

I seriously love working there, not a damn person there knows what their doing.

Ah, well. I should be on again shortly. Going to try and get something to eat, then hopefully lay down for a few moments.

How bad is it to actually wake up far more tired then you were when you've first gone to bed last night. >.<

You know, after all of the things I've said that I wanted to accomplish this weekend, it's rather amusing that I didn't succeed with any of them. (Outside of gaining something I really didn't want/need. But that's a topic for a whole other journal.) And yet, I still feel as though I ran a marathon these past couple of days.

Aye. One day soon, I'll catch up on everything. Hopefully.

Ah, and the main reason behind this post?

Anyone out there with a Myspace? I was just curious if the messages were working for you there. I logged into mine this morning to find that I had two messages waiting for me. But, when I went to check them ... there was nothing there.

Any input on that would be great.

Last night, was rather interesting and full of surprises.

I ended up going to the graduation party, yes the one I kept saying I wasn't going to go to. *shrugs* I barely know the girl, even though she's my cousin on my Stepfathers side. But, I thought ... what the hell, you know? The rest of my family was going to be there, plus it's free drink's and food. So, I went.

Unfortunately I didn't get as drunk as I thought, and hoped I would, though. From what I can recall, I only had 1 Black Russian, 1 Long Island Iced Tea and 1 Kalmacosie (I'm hoping that's how you spell it.) The rest of the time was spent on me dancing, (ha, yes. I actually danced quite a bit.), and being social. Got pretty caught up on what's been happening through the family. Which was enjoyable. It's pretty rare that we're all together, at least everyone that still lives within this state.

Anyway. David ended up showing about an hour or so before I decided to leave. It was pretty good seeing him again, but I'd seriously just rather let the past be forgotten. My family apparently had just the opposite upon their minds. Since the moment he walked into that room, there was someone trying to get he and I back together. That's actually the reason why I left the party so early. Because I indeed was having a good time before that. I just couldn't take the "but you two make such a cute couple, you really should get back together" line anymore. Which seemed to be coming out of everyone around me. *shrugs* My heart just isn't there anymore, and it'll never be there with him again.

It's moved on, to better things and a much better person.

Now that I think about it, I'm kinda glad I didn't get drunk. Can only imagine what would have happened if I did, with David there.

Meh. And now I must run. Completely forgot that I wanted to go grocery shopping this weekend, and I'd like to get out there before it gets far to hot. It's supposed to hit somewhere in the 90's today. >.<

Oh, and scarlet_braids, if your around today can Chris come out and play? I know you have to work tomorrow, so I promise not to keep you up to to late tonight. ;) I should be back about 2ish my time.

And, mysticbutterfli. I feel bad asking this, but may I have your address again? I can't seem to find the notebook I put it in, and I've got a birthday card to mail out.

And yes, this is still, by far.. my favorite icon.

Reason enough to buy the Raven/Sandman Shoot Interview Part 2?

Cut for those who've bought it and have yet to see it.

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There's a reason why I enjoy living on my own. Case in point, tonight, I went downstairs to get something to drink. When I came back upstairs I found my mother within my room, cleaning up some water she'd spilled on the floor and on the lower half of my computer tower. Thankfully, it still works. I'm afraid of turning it off though ... with the luck I have it might not even turn back on again.

Just one of the many reasons I can't wait to get my own place again. As things stand, I'm currently back to looking for a new house/apartment. (Hopefully somewhere OUT/AWAY from Pittsburgh.)I've made up my mind on the subject. For the way things are now, I'll never get my mother and stepfather out of here anyway. She's far to determined to stay here, might as well give her what she wants.

I just wish my money situation wasn't as tight as it currently is. Hopefully the future will change that ... if everything goes as well as it should.

I seriously need to get this jealousy bug out of me and soon. Every little thing that comes up upon a certain subject, I tend to either see red, or become completely upset about it. *sighs* And I hate feeling this way, 'cause I know there's a good chance I'll start saying things I shouldn't, which will only end up making things ten times worse. *sighs* Hopefully the time apart will make things easier to cope with. At least I hope it will.

Continuing on with this random parody. It's rather amusing to hear/read/listen to someone complain for days to you about a third party. But, to the third party's face, they'll nothing short of sweet and angelic. Word of advice.. Stop Being So Damned Two Faced!

glamnation; there's going to be a locked post for you under this one. I'd have done it over on GJ, but would rather not log into that journal right now.

This icon is being used simply because I find them to adorable for words.

I swear, if I had another job I'd literally up and leave this one within a heartbeat. *sighs* I'm just tired of all the complaints and childish antics that's involved within it. And the funny thing in all of this is that I STEPPED down as a manager to avoid the drama. Now here I am as an hourly right back in the middle of it.

*sighs* I'm still unsure if I understand why everyone there's upset with me, but... here's what's going on.

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*sighs* i hate being sick.

Why am I on your friends list?

Answer and post in your own journal.

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And now, I'm hopefully heading off to bed.

Edit. The icon isn't ment for anyone, just wanted to show it off.

Would anyone happen to know Rich Wards birthday, including the year? I've heard so many rumors of what it could be. It'd just be nice to know one of them is the actual truth. Heh.

You know, since I've found out I've been going away... I've done my best not to watch any horror movies surrounding airplanes. Yet, somehow I still continue to dream about the airplane going down. *sighs* This whole week I've woken up far more exhausted then I was when I first went to sleep.

Sam? I'll reply to your post tonight, I gotta run off to work.

I was able to actually sleep through the night last night. Perhaps miracle's really do exist? As for the rest of me.. I still feel pretty horrible. Right now, my ear's starting to throb as well. But that's another good sign. My ears are usually the last place that gets infected while I'm sick.

Anyway, the real reason I wanted to post this is to mention that I may be on a little later then expected. I'd forgotten that I needed to swing by my mothers after work.

Is it honestly to much to ask to be able to breath during the night, and then again when I wake up? I don't think it is.

*sighs* I'm going to be popping Nyquil all day. Yes, I realize that's the one that's going to make me fall asleep. Here's to hoping they'll let me go home early today.

I hate being sick.

It's funny, you know? You can get so damn excited about something one day, then have something totally wreck that happiness the very next day. >.< I hate days like that. Especially when those bad days have to do with work related issues.

Anyway, over the next couple of days, I'll probably be doing a lot of updating. Then possibly just disappear all together for a while. There's nothing wrong, I just think I could use some time by myself.

Ironically, sleep, once more, has become my worse enemy.

This should probably be posted within my gamers journal, but ah well. I will have Scott, Jeff (if you'd want Dawn) and Seth on tomorrow night.

Hee! I'm heading to New Mexico within forty-three days! Looking forward to harassing levelthree and Ms. Lilli,(Whom I'm not so sure has a LJ anymore.), until their begging for me to go home. ;) LOL

And, I shall definitely find a way to getting that ticket. Soon.

Crossposted onto my GJ

Happy Birthday levelthree and bartendersgirl!

Newest pet peeve to date:

When someone, who has considered you to be their best friend, suddenly dumps you just as soon as they stop arguing with someone else.

Eh. You'd think I'd be used to this by now. >.<

Anyway. This post was made really just to mention that I probably wont be around tomorrow. I'm working 5-3, then I'm supposed to head over to my mothers for a Super Bowl party. Afterwards there's really no telling when I'll be home. Not that I plan on drinking, there just may happen to be a few parties to go to once the Steelers win. :)

Oh! If anyone knows where I can get Troy Polamalu's song, please let me know. No one seems to have it.

I know I've said this a few times already. But, Happy Birthday life_princess!!

I got home from work, sometime around 7pm last night. Made some soup; then decided to just watch some TV, then come online for a bit. Or, at least that's what I thought I was gonna do. The last time I looked at the clock it was 8ish. It's now 4:30am. Heh.

To make matter even more amusing, when I woke up and seen snow on the ground outside. I was actually in the process of calling work to call off because of the snow, when I remembered that I'm already off today. >.< Aye, talk about waking up totally confused. Gonna try and go back to bed shortly. Hopefully, I'll be able to.

I know I do this every year early due to me not knowing if I'm working or not; so this isn't going to be any different. Happy early Birthday scarlet_braids, hope it's a good one.

And thank you chyldone for your Christmas Card, :), it was adorable!

To follow this holiday trend. I'm going to try and send out Christmas cards early this year. If you'd like one from me; simply comment with your address. Comments are screened, of course. :)

I'll post my address once I find out who all wants one.

I am absolutly sick of living here anymore. Nothing ever goes as it should.

Aside from that, I'm also damn tired of being lied to. Listening to promises that are being made but never kept.

It's funny, you know? People say they change, but they never really do. They only turn into more of a disgusting figure of themselves.

I'm doing a friends cut as of now.

Day seven honestly feel's more like day fifty. >.<

If it weren't for finding out more about my transfer to Flordia today, I'd be calling off.

How exactly would you know if you've broken your foot.. or more precisely your big toe? Since sometime yesterday afternoon, I've literally found it unbearable to put pressure down on it. Yesterday I thought it may have been a pinched nerve, since I could still move it and it wasn't swollen. This morning, even though the pain wasn't as bad it did look swollen. Even now I can still put a bit of pressure on it while walking, without much of a problem.

Just curious if there should be something I should look out for ..in terms of my toe being broken.

Only one day left! :)

( Trick or Treat )

Three down and only three more to go. :)

This post is mainly to show off my new icon, which was made by tickingtimeless. It's far to amusing. :g: I wonder if there's an RP of a VC Andrews book about ...

Anyway, in addition to showing off the icon, I also wanted to say that I'm extending my leave until Thursday. There's still far to much that I need to do both around and out of the house before actually being able to enjoy a vacation.

*sporks butterflydawn, life_princess and scarlet_braids* You all are far overdue for an update. ;)

It's odd. You go through back entries of someone's journal, and find yourself not only questioning their friendship, but the reason behind it as well.

Anyway.

Figured I'd update again, since I'm oh about ... five days now until my vacation. Heh. The fact that I have to work six days straight doesn't even bother me anymore. I just want to actually be on vacation, where I know that there's nothing to worry about or physically do for nearly two weeks.

Work, well. Things there have settled down a lot. No longer am I being accused of things that I didn't do, or for that matter would never do. Every last one of my accusers is gone, including the General Manager, who suddenly began to agree with the one making all of the accusations. I'm not going to get into it here, because honestly the whole thing is complete and utter bullshit. One thing I have learned from it all, however, is that I'm never getting involved with someone at work again. I hate giving people ammunition to make things out to be bigger then they are.

So, yeah. Things are a lot better at work. We're currently down ..three managers, funny enough though the work is still getting done. And might I add, it's getting done a hell ova lot more quicker too.

For another good turn of events, something else I don't think I've told anyone. My mother and I have been talking off and on for the past week now. I came across her at Wendy's last Friday night, we ended up having a nice conversation. :shrugs: It's time to move on from the past, despite how hard it's been. Regardless, I'd be lying if I didn't say I missed her.

For those that were expecting me online tonight. I probably wont be around, at least not tonight or tomorrow night. If I do come around, it'll just be to update or comment. I've got some things around the house that I'd like to do before next week.

Absolutely nothing is going to stop me from relaxing next week. Nothing.

It's rather nice to know that all your hard work in rebuilding a friendship means absolutely nothing to the other person.

It's amazing at how cruel, heartless and selfish people can really be.

Thankfully, I've only got to put up with them for another two weeks (from today), and then I shall be on vacation for nearly two weeks.

I'd just like to thank levelthree for inforcing that nightmare/dream upon me. And yes dear, you know exactly which one. :*( Just for that, I think I'm gonna take those icons down.

Aye, I just have to get through today ... and then, I'm off until Saturday.

How hard is it to use the LJ Cut tag? I can see if your only doing 1-3 quizzes and you don't want to be hassled into putting it behind a cut. But when your doing over fifteen quizzes at once, you'd think you'd be nice enough to your friends to cut it.

That's one of the few reasons why I switched journals. >.<

And quite randomly, I'm really beginning to miss Chance Maxwell. :(

I can't stop worrying about this meeting. I left here over two hours ago, claiming I was going to bed. Which I did, but since then I've been up four times. Each time to do something completely off the wall that definitely could have waited until I came home tomorrow night. *sighs* My nerves are seriously jumping out of control, and I don't know why. My hands are even shaking again. And I'm the one who asked for this meeting to take place! After what happened this weekend, I seriously think I deserve it.

There's quite a few things I need/have to get off my chest about this company anyway. I just wish I weren't so damn nervous about the whole thing.

I'm gonna try to lay down again. Hopefully some more of the 10th Kingdom will put me to sleep.

Edit:

Ten minutes before I leave, the phone rings. My meeting's now been canceled and has to be rescheduled. *sighs* Just what I need.

Amazingly, right when I actually have a doctor's appointment; my back stops hurting. Ironically, even though it's pouring outside, neither of my knee's hurt either. Surprise, surprise.

Ah, who's ravensgirl17? I'd love to add you to my friends list, once you update.

Winning $75.00, then getting to watch over an hours worth of fireworks last night. (I could have sworn they were only an hour, yet my boyfriend is swearing they were over an hour. >.< Why can't men ever agree with you?) This is all followed by a four hour shopping trip the next morning. To say that I've had a relaxing Saturday night/Sunday morning is the perfect way to describe it.

Which reminds me. I got this great deal on Baseball/Hockey cards. Does anyone know of any good sites where I can go to check out their value. If there's any?

Happy Birthday butterflydawn!!!

Okay, I'm completly stumped. This icon is screaming that it wants some words put on it, but I can't think of what exactly to have on it.

Help? Please?

True joy is watching your boyfriend and his two good friends get attacked by your herd of dogs. Simply because they couldn't resist throwing water balloons at the dogs. LOL Now, all's Seth has to do is just look at Sage and she bares her teeth at him. Something tells me he'll be sleeping at his house for the next couple of nights. :)

Gabbie! That fic you sent me has my David muse within an angst fit! And those lyrics you've attached weren't any help either. >.< He's been chattering nonstop since I read your letter this morning. Aye; I think you may just get a fic out of me because of it. That, or David will be giving a long and in-depth post sometime soon.

Speaking of; I'm still determined to write you. With any hope you'll probably get it once you return back to college. That and the two items I brought back from New York for you. Sadly; I've really fallen behind on mailing things out. I still have Hellfire's birthday gift to mail, which should have been sent out a month ago.

Ah. Would anyone out there know of any link's to some fan-fiction on Raven? I've been thinking a lot about the fic's from the old Mirrors of Reality site. I know the website's gone, but any idea if the fiction is still floating out there on another site?

( A few surveys that I stole from Chyldone )

Right when I go to IM you scarlet_braids you sign off. LOL; and you always say your the one who has rotten timing.

There are so many stories I still want to tell
There are so many I love you's left unsaid
There are many tears left uncried
There are many dreams left to fall apart
I miss our long talks
I miss the nights when all was alright.

just.. yeah.

On the run again it seems. I'm supposed to hit up a graduation party tonight; and then head off to Kennywood tomorrow. That, of course depends on how well my knee holds up. Heh. As much as I love them, I'm going to be quite happy once they all fly back to Cali.

Out of state family is fun to be with.. but damn can they be exhausting. :)

Oh, and for all you RP nuts out there. I've started my own game. If your interested, it can be found at the journal Ring_Effect on GJ.

And now, to fly off to work.

Well, went back to the doctor's yet again this morning. When I get there; the nurse basically tells me that my spot was taken because I had been a no-show. Which in itself was odd, because my appointment card said 8:45. Yet they had me down for 7:30. lol, I wasn't even out of bed by then.

So after nearly a half hour trying to sort the appointment problem out; I get taken to the back. Where I'm stuck waiting yet another twenty minutes. (I love how they set you up for an appointment, but yet get seen by the doctor nearly an hour later.)

When he came in, he basically told me what I've already knew. My knee's not in the best of shape. My knee cap is significantly tilted, meaning it's not align with the muscles around it. To the extent now that if I'm sitting with shorts on, you can actually see that the my kneecap is almost to the side of my leg. The whole situation just sucks. I honestly think if I had gotten this all taken care of when I was younger, then I wouldn't have these problems now.

When I was little; both of my knees would hurt to the extent that I couldn't walk at all. My father used to have to carry me everywhere; the pain was that bad.

But now, I seriously wish I would have gone to therapy after I had first seen him. He would have agreed to do the surgery if I had just done the therapy. Now I've got to go for the next three months. Hopefully this works.. I'm seriously on my wits ends with this knee problem.

It's oddly amusing when you find yourself agreeing to something someone says about someone else within your past. Especially when that person from the past could do no wrong within your eyes. >.<

Randomly, I miss levelthree. :( I really, really, really need to get started on that letter of hers. That and reply back to her text message.

Speaking of phones..my cell phone is yet another thing that annoys the hell out of me. Simply because someone bought AT&T out; which due to that all AT&T phones aren't compatible with their new towers.. . because of all of that; I actually have to get a new phone. And pay full price for it. To me, that doesn't sound right. Why should I have to pay for a new phone, just because the company was bought out. Shouldn't the new company have to issue out upgrades for all of the effected phones? Why should anyone who has a contract, have to pay more fee's on top of that? It just doesn't make sense in my opinion.

Hrm. These past few days have been total non stop. I think I've pretty much have been on the go since sometime Wednesday. But then it's always pretty crazy when the family comes in. Over twenty of us went out to dinner last night; followed by a BBQ tonight. I've spent what I could with them these past couple of days. (Going out to breakfast, shopping and such.) To bad they couldn't have come in next week. I've got Sunday, Monday and Friday off. Instead they go back Sunday. Though, Saturday the whole family is supposed to get together for my cousins graduation party. That ought to be fun, considering I don't speak to my mother, at all. There's supposed to be about a hundred people there. So with hope I'll just hide out the night.

Hmmm.

lilmissfury - *HUGS* Thank you SOSO much for that fic! I loved it hun!
life_princess - *HUGS* Just thought you could use it.

And now ... hopefully to bed.

I seriously don't know how I'm going to make it until my appointment at the end of this week. It seems like every morning I wake up my leg only hurts more and looks worse. It's even weird to look at, when I sit you can actually see how tilted the knee cap is. The odd thing is though, there's no bruise, but I do now have this huge bruise on my left knee. I'm still thinking surgery the best option. Right now, my knee's currently throbbing and my calf both looks and feel's swollen. >.< Looks like I'll be taking the cane again to work today.

lostprophetjon, I hope you read this before tonight. I'd forgotten all about the Graduation party I was invited to tonight. I'm not exactly planning on staying out to late, maybe an hour or so. I'll be online probably around 9 pm est. Okay?

And now, to hobble into the shower.

What do you really think of me:

For those of you who know me, or know a little of me, tell me what you really think about me.

No hurt feelings, no buyers remorse, just the honest truth.

I'll post about my trip later tonight.:)

Just dropping a note to say that I'll be in New York until Sunday. :) If you need me, I'll have my cell phone on the whole time.

And yes this was crossposted within my GJ.

Oh! And nerosgirl! Is there any chance that you still have that one icon you made me of Raven? The wanker one? I can't seem to find that anywhere. ..I'm thinking LJ ate it when my paid time ran out. lol Thanks!

As it stands right now, I basically have no internet access. Due to AOHell being a total cunt and not wanting to accept any of my credit cards. Fucking thing. I'm currently in the process of getting another internet service ...er well, still looking through my options at least. Just right now there's no telling when I'll be able to come back.

So, as for now. If you know my cell phone number; use it.

Ignore all of that! I talked things over with AOL and I'm back!

Just a quick note to say that if I do pop up online sometime today; it's not because I'm on. It's because my computer's being a top notch asshat. Right now it's refusing to bring up my buddy list; so I can't exactly tell if I've put my id in ghost mode or not.

And I'd shut it down, only I've got something downloading, which I don't currently want to lose.

However, if you do need me. I shall be on sometime after 7pm, God willing that this computer cooperates!